Friday, January 19, 2007

I think I am done for now

Life doesn't always go as we expect. The last two years have proven that to me. It has probably been the hardest and saddest two years of my life. I am 28, I have been married for almost 8 years and I have been pg twice with no baby. This isn't where I thought I would be. So for the moment I think I am throwing in the towel. My heart cannot take the constant breaking month after month. My dream is killed everytime I only see the one pink line. 24 months, medicines, dr visits, blood test, miscarriages and no baby. I just can't take it any more. I don't want to be this person anymore and I think that means giving it up for now.

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