I think I am done for now
Life doesn't always go as we expect. The last two years have proven that to me. It has probably been the hardest and saddest two years of my life. I am 28, I have been married for almost 8 years and I have been pg twice with no baby. This isn't where I thought I would be. So for the moment I think I am throwing in the towel. My heart cannot take the constant breaking month after month. My dream is killed everytime I only see the one pink line. 24 months, medicines, dr visits, blood test, miscarriages and no baby. I just can't take it any more. I don't want to be this person anymore and I think that means giving it up for now.
You can visit me at my much happier blog, which I promise to update regularly, at www.rismoody.blogspot.com Thanks for reading
You can visit me at my much happier blog, which I promise to update regularly, at www.rismoody.blogspot.com Thanks for reading
posted by Rian at 10:08 AM
2 Comments:
Rian you are so strong! I so admire your endurance and desire! Rather than giving up, try to think of this as letting God take over and not worrying anymore. He doesn't want you to be miserable any more than you do. I love you, friend!!
Rian, I am sooo sorry but at the same time I do believe you will be a mom one day. Keep the faith!
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